mood random saya

assalamualaikum wbt.

*intro music*

walau hujan badai kan terus melanda

walau amuk gelombang tak henti menerjang

walau kelam mencegah

walau mentari kan membakar

jangan letih menapaki kehidupan

ujian bagaikan terik sinar sang suria

hadir ke dunia bersama berjuta kurnia

janganlah bertekuk lutut

dalam pelukan putus asa

janganlah bersimpuh di hadapan duka

hadapilah segala tentangan 

sambutlah harimu dgn sukacita

hadapilah segala ujian 

dlm kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan

-hadapilah by shoutul harakah-

nice, isnt it?

alhamdulillah been listening to it recently.

betul kata seorang ukhti itu, setiap masa setiap detik, along the way

Allah hantarkan orang, benda, ataupun situasi

yang mengingatkan kita meperbetulkan balik niat

why in the first place, i am here?

and why i choose to be here.

i know it is so random

memang tgh mood random ni

tp recently memang banyak sgt bertemu dgn orang

bertemu dengan situasi,

bertemu dengan perkara yang rasa nak pukul diri sendiri

*oh dont worry im not convicting any self vilolence*

alhamdulillah, Dia masih beri peluang.

 there you go

Sakinah yang banyak mengarut.

but, believe it or not, the point i am trying to emphasise on

He is always there, so do not stop running yet

believe in Him (unbreakable)

who always believe in us.

'walau kelam mencegah, walau mentari kan membakar, jangan letih menapaki kehidupan'

:) ngee selamat ulangkaji kpd Sakinah sempena final paper this Tuesday.inshaAllah

may He ease everything.

nota: teringat pesan akak murabbi masa mula-mula dulu, 'teruskanlah walau terpaksa merangkak' it has been almost a year now.time flies, grow up Sakinah!

saya tengah mood exam

assalamualaikum wbt.

"sometimes, when learning comes before experience it doesnt make sense right away"

escapism huh?

browsing through lecture note about pregnancy,

reading through hCG and hPL,

reciting the functions of estrogen and progesterone many times,

but still cant remember it

what is the problem?

Allah!

dan janganlah kamu (merasa) lemah, dan jangan (pula) bersedih hati, 

sebab kamu paling tinggi (darjatnya) jika kamu orang beriman.

jika kamu (pada Perang Uhud) mendapat luka, maka mereka pun (pada Perang Badar) mendapat luka yang serupa. 

dan masa (kejayaan dan kehancuran) itu kami pergilirkan di antara manusia (agar mereka mendapat pelajaran),

dan agar Allah membedakan org2 yg beriman (dgn org2 kafir) dan agar sebahagian kamu dijadikanNya (gugur sebagai) syuhada. Dan Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang zalim

ali imran:139-140

enough is enough.

al quran is the medicine for the broken heart!

*senyum*

after the first paper

assalamualaikum wbt
alhamdulillah, first paper PSQ MM done
He helped me a lot to pass through it
yes, He did.

now, next paper, tomorrow morning
GE Histology,
keep the momentum up Sakinah.

need to get out of this cave of mine and start to see the world.
hello, library.
(ceh, padahal study dlm bilik nampak katil je =.=')

nota: tidak mahu hati yang korup dengan cara menuntut ilmu tapi tidak mengaplikasikannya.
JAGA HATI
2:74

cakap pandai

assalamualaikum wbt.

aisy, lately banyak pulak post
sehari boleh buat byk post
nampak sgt byk monolog dalaman, banyak sangat pesanan kt diri sendiri

teringat,
''kakak, nasihat kan sikit ihsan ni!''
''eh asyik kakak je bagi nasihat, nasihat lah diri sendiri''
eh.

there you go, kakak yg suka beri nasihat, aka suka membebel
talking too much maybe
but buatnya? entah ke mana

o you who believe! why do you say that which you do not do?

is most hateful to Allah that you should say that which you do not do.

[61:2-3]

nauzubillahi min zalik
okay sebenarnya nak qoute kata2 imam syafie
'bila kamu tak tahan lelahnya belajar, maka kamu akan menanggung peritnya kebodohan'
*insaf*

okay now put everything back in place,
there are a lot of reasons why we study.
on top of it, because of His redha :)
only that.
bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

nota 1: been talking to this blog lately as no one wants to entertain me in this house.
nota 2: it is a good thing though, shows that everyone knows what their priorities are :)

again, it is me

assalamualaikum wbt

He indeed shall be successful who purifies themselves

and magnifies the name of his Lord and pray

Nay! you prefer the life of this world

while the Hereafter is better and more lasting

Most surely this is in the earlier scriptures

the scriptures of Ibrahim and Musa

87: 14-19

an excerpt from the al Quran, and again, the exam mood on

surely, who look for Allah, he will find Him near.

    #nofilter

i am normal

assalamualaikum wbt.

less than two days away
final exam JC2 is coming
PSQ MM GE HISTOLOGY ANATOMY PRACTICAL CVR

tried to put everything back in place
tried to sort everything out
hate to admit that there are lots of things to be done
hate to say that my study table now is full with books and lecture notes, not yet readable
hate to admit, while i am studying, my mind wanders around thinking about what i havent done yet

being distracted by all those worldly life,
but what i expect only his redha
only that.

worry ends when faith begin-sami yusuf
recovering in progress

looking for what is missing.
the intention, at the very beginning,
thalabal ilmi faridhatun ala kulli muslim
earning knowledge is an obligation to every believers
make your intention right please.

ALLAH GHAYAH
cause i am a normal person
susceptible to feeling weak and helpless

seek strength only from HIM
In the name of Allah, the most Beneficent and the most Merciful

pray pray pray :) to Him